Its been 3 years since you've been gone. There is such a big open space in my heart where you use to be. I try to keep the memory's going, but it isn't enough to fill the hole. I love you so much, and there is so much I want to tell you, but you aren't here. I am trying to look foward to what the future will hold, but that empty space keeps pulling me back. Please come home to me. I miss you so much. Its just not the same w/ out you here with me. Anything that is new, I cannnot share w/ you. Do you see me??? Are you watching over me?? How do I know?